Cate hummed softly as Jon’s lips stroked gently over
hers, comforting and encouraging. The
corners of her mouth curved in a half-hearted smile, though her body remained
unresponsive.
When the kiss broke, Cate sighed wearily. “Jon… you have less than an hour until you
have to be on set.”
“So? That’s plenty
of time. I don’t really need to go over
my lines again.”
“Maybe, but…” Cate
gave a little shrug and lowered her chin, feeling his thumb slide along her
jaw. “Just… not here, Baby. Not now.”
“But Cate… we have to do this on schedule, right?” Jon’s
husky tone held a hint of annoyance.
“Isn’t that why you came here?”
His hand dropped from her face to his lap.
Cate sat back, turning her gray gaze to his face. Her smile faded. “Is that what you think? That I just came here at ten o’clock at night
because it’s time for you to fuck me?”
Her query was accusatory, her disappointment masked by
her abrasive tone. Cate’s tired eyes
told the truth, though. Jon cringed at
the hurt he saw there.
“Baby… No. Of course not.” Jon sighed, dropping his own chin to his
chest. He took a deep breath, pausing to
collect his thoughts. He didn’t want to
say the wrong thing again. He had been too good at doing that all day
long.
“I just thought…”
Jon looked up at Cate, his expression serious. “…Maybe you were worried we might not get to
make love tonight. Because I’m stuck
here late.” He gave her a tight-lipped
little smile. “I guess I misread the
signal. Sorry.”
Cate sighed heavily and slumped sideways against the
couch. She raised a hand to pull through
her thick auburn hair, sweeping it away from her face. “Yeah, seems like we’ve both been doing that
a lot lately. Misreading each
other.” Her comment was tinged with
bitter lament.
An uneasy silence permeated the little room as they both
considered that truth.
When Cate spoke, her voice was small. “Jon, I came here because… I just wanted to
see you. Talk to you, face-to-face.
Since you weren’t… weren’t there, today.
And you’ll be late tonight, and I have to be up and gone before you
tomorrow…”
Jon’s eyes closed as a stab of guilt pierced his
heart. “Cate, you know I would have been at the clinic with you if I could. But I don’t call the shots here. There are hundreds of people involved in
this: actors, crew, production
people... I have to follow the schedule
I’m given.”
“I know, Jon. I’m
not blaming you.” Cate swallowed hard. “It’s just that these past couple weeks… Oh…I
don’t know.” Her chin dropped against her chest as she let
out a frustrated sigh.
“What don’t you
know?” Jon’s voice gentled though he
felt an uneasy tightening in his gut.
The distance between them had been more than just physical during Cate’s
trip, a fact they had both chosen to ignore during their daily conversations
and electronic exchanges. He waited for
her response, watching her profile closely.
It took her a full minute to reply. When she did, her words were carefully
chosen.
“I just feel like… like I’m failing, Jon. No matter what I do, how hard I try to do all
the right things… I…” Her husky voice
cracked slightly. “I’m doing everything
they tell me. The doctors, the books,
the websites…” When she turned her face
to look at him Jon saw the tears welling in her eyes. “The schedules, the shots, the vitamins…”
“Cate…”
His gentle utterance of her name made her crumble. “I’m doing it all, Jon. Everything. Just like I’m supposed to. And it’s not making one fucking bit of difference.”
Tears slipped down her cheeks as her words tumbled out in a choked rush
of bitter frustration. She reached up to
swipe angrily at the evidence of her emotion.
Jon reached for her other hand, pulling it gently from
her lap and wrapping it in his.
“Baby…” He hesitated, not knowing
quite what to say to bolster her obviously-shaky confidence. He took a breath, hoping somehow the right
words would just slide off his tongue.
“You’re doing everything you can, Cate. And you are
doing it right, obviously. Didn’t you just say Dr. Klein was pleased
today? The ultrasound was good? Your blood work too?” He gave his wife’s hand a little squeeze.
She gave a stuffy sniffle and nodded dispiritedly. “Yeah, but so what? It’s the same thing every month. ‘All normal, looking good, think
positive’…” Cate hoarsely mimicked her
doctor’s repeated pep-talk. “And then… nothing.”
“Baby, it’s only been a few months since you started the
drugs.”
“But every fucking
month, Jon… We do it all right, cross
our fingers and start thinking ahead, and… and…” Cate sniffled loudly again and let out a
choked, growling whimper of aggravation.
“And now, it’s like we have one last shot… To do it right, or…”
Jon sighed heavily, her defeated tone making his heart
wrench in sympathy. Obviously Cate’s
disillusionment had been building for some time, for it to come spilling out of
her so easily. His wife was not one to
lose control of her emotions; when she was overwhelmed she turned inward,
shutting everyone out until she could place her feelings under tight rein.
He scooted closer to Cate on the couch, the leather
crinkling and squeaking with his shift.
Gently Jon pulled his hand from Cate’s and slipped it around her waist,
urging her toward him. She resisted for
a second, then allowed him to pull her into a loose embrace. She turned to slump back against the couch,
leaning into Jon as she again raised a hand to swipe away her tears.
“Cate, it’s not our
last shot. Just because Dr. Klein thinks
we should try IUI next month doesn’t mean we’ve failed.” Jon suspected there was more to Cate’s
frustration than the planned progression of their treatment, but this was a
place to start.
She let out a long, defeated sigh. “I know.”
Again she sniffled, this time more quietly. “But Jon… what if that doesn’t work? I mean, Jesus. It’s hard enough to keep things on track
without all the extra lab visits.” She
let her hand fall weakly to her lap.
“The vitamins and pills are easy enough, but doing the shots at the same
time every morning and night…”
“It was hard to keep up with while you were in the field,
huh?”
Cate nodded slightly.
“I had to carry my kit with me, sneak off to the ladies’ room or
somewhere when the alarm on my phone went off.”
She sniffled again, then chuckled hoarsely as she realized how silly her
words sounded out loud. “Some days it
wasn’t so hard, but when our Target was on the move…”
Jon smiled gently and gave Cate a little squeeze,
encouraging her to keep talking. That
was obviously what she needed right now.
“So what did you do? Carry your
vial and syringe around in a pouch on your belt? Next to your gun?”
Cate smiled weakly.
“No. I just had it in a little
case in my bag. I was carrying
concealed. We try to blend in when we
surveil, remember?”
“Ah. Well, walking
around Miami with drugs and a syringe in a case in your purse will make you fit
in, alright.” Jon chortled softly with
his ironic tease.
That earned a more genuine giggle from his wife. Encouraged, Jon gave her another
squeeze. “So, what did Gus think of you
dashing off to the ladies’ room to ‘shoot up’?”
“He didn’t know.
And he thinks I had to bail on the op early to come back and brief the
AUSA in Newark.” Cate frowned. “Gus doesn’t know anything about me trying to get pregnant. And he’s not going to.”
“Well, don’t you think he’ll figure it out when you gain
about fifty pounds and look like you’re trying to smuggle a watermelon under
your suit?” Jon turned his head to give
Cate a wry smile.
“Well, then I’ll
tell him, obviously.” She sighed
again. “If it ever happens, anyway.”
“It’ll happen, Baby.”
Jon leaned to press a gentle kiss against his wife’s temple.
She was silent for a long moment, her gaze lowering to
her hands in her lap. “But what if it
doesn’t, Jon? What if I never…” She couldn’t finish the awful thought.
“We will,
Cate.” Jon raised his free hand to hook
a finger under her chin, encouraging her to look up at him. “I’m sorry you’re having to bear the brunt of
this, Baby. If I could do more, I
would.”
Cate shrugged. She
knew Jon was sincere, but his apology was just a platitude. She was the one with the barren womb, the one
who for whatever medically-mysterious reason couldn’t conceive a child. She sighed again.
“I feel like a shit, leaving Gus down in Miami by
himself.”
“He’s not really by himself,
is he? You guys were working with the
Miami agents, right?”
“Yeah. Silvio’s
backing him up.” Cate tipped her head to
rest against Jon’s shoulder, a gesture of weariness. “But still… it just feels so… I don’t know…
selfish, I guess. For me to pull out of
an op for personal reasons. In all my
years as an agent, I’ve never done that before.”
“Never?”
Cate shook her head slightly. “Never.” A wan smile curved her lips. “The only way I’ve ever come out of the field
is on a stretcher. Ask Danny.”
Jon frowned. “I
don’t want to think about that.” A sick
feeling flooded him as his mind flashed back to the incident over a year ago,
when Cate had been randomly attacked while working in the Caribbean. She had been pulled from that undercover
operation over her vehement objection.
“Well, it happens.”
Cate’s reply was weary but matter-of-fact. Jon swore he heard a tinge of steely pride in
her tone, too.
“Never again, as far as I’m concerned.” Jon gave Cate another squeeze, turning his
head to again press a kiss into her hair.
“I don’t like having to lie to my partner,” Cate observed
quietly.
Jon nodded silently.
Now he understood. While Cate’s
fears about their ongoing fertility challenges were real, now they were
compounded by her guilt about compromising her duties and her loyalty to her
colleagues. That was why she had been so
uncharacteristically stoic over the past few weeks.
And him continually snarking that she was away working
instead of home focusing on getting pregnant probably hadn’t helped.
“I know, Cate,” Jon agreed softly. “It’s hard.
But you really don’t have a choice.”
“Yeah.” Cate
breathed an ironic chuckle. “It was hard
enough explaining those tabloid pics with a straight face.”
“Gus saw them?”
“Everybody saw
them. I had to just laugh it off, say
what unethical, fabricating idiots the tabloid people are.”
Jon smiled wryly.
“Well, that’s true.”
“Yeah.” Cate
mirrored Jon’s wry smile. “But mostly I
got razzed about spending my holiday jet-setting to the Caribbean with a rock
star. Not exactly in keeping with a
blue-collar civil servant profile.”
Jon chuckled but didn’t reply. Instead he turned his head to give his wife a
tender look.
“Cate.”
She raised her head in silent response, turning her weary
gray-blue gaze to his.
“I’m glad you’re
here. I’m sorry the past few weeks have
been rough. Lord knows, Baby… I wish I
could have done something to make them easier for you.” Again Jon reached up to caress her
cheek. “And I’m sorry I made…
assumptions, about why you came tonight.”
Cate shrugged and looked down, sniffling slightly. “I… I’m sorry too, Jon. The last thing I wanted tonight was to
argue. We’ve done enough of that over
the past week, don’t you think?”
Jon nodded slowly, his expression sobering. “Yeah.”
“I just… it’s all been so hard. Since… since New Year’s.” Cate smiled though she felt her eyes again
filling with tears at the painful memory.
“I guess I’m just tired, and a little stressed out. And the fact that I have God knows what
levels of hormones running amok in my body probably doesn’t help either.” She recalled the excuse Dorothea had given
her earlier.
“I think we’re both a little stressed, Cate. We have a lot going on right now.” Jon sighed.
“We have to figure out how to make some time, just for us.”
“Other than scheduling our sex, you mean?” Cate intended the quip as a sarcastic joke,
but it fell flat.
Jon gave Cate a long, serious look. “Yeah, that’s exactly what I mean. But,
speaking of sex on schedule…” He dropped
a glance to his watch. “My call is in
twenty minutes.”
Cate shook her head, giving Jon a wan smile. “I’m just not up to it right now. Besides, you’re already in hair and makeup
and wardrobe... You’ll be even later
getting home if your shoot gets delayed because you mess that up.”
Jon returned her smile, silently grateful she had
realized the practicality of delaying their encounter. “Yeah.
And Melissa will be pissed if
she has to redo all this spackle.”
Cate rolled her eyes at Jon’s self-deprecating remark. “Oh, sure.
You hardly have any pancake on, and you look great. All they gotta do is fix your hair. It’s sticking up in the front.”
“Yeah, well… I’ll take the blame for that one.” Jon chuckled.
“So… you still want me to wake you when I get home?”
Cate shrugged.
Suddenly she felt very, very tired.
“We’ll see. Maybe we’ll just sit
this one out, try again in the morning.”
She gave Jon a hopeful look. “But
at least kiss me and tell me you’re home?”
“You got it,” Jon tipped his head forward, giving Cate a
gentle preview of his welcome-home kiss.
“You gonna be okay?”
Cate nodded.
“Yeah. I’ll be fine. I just… I’m glad I came.”
“Me too.”
They shared an understanding smile before Cate sighed
wearily and sat forward. She carefully
stood and reached for her coat. Jon
pushed himself off the couch and helped Cate don her winter outerwear, then
pulled her into a tight embrace.
“I’ll see you at home in a few hours, Baby.”
“Jon?”
“Hmm?”
“I really
missed you.”
His heart melted as he smiled down at Cate, seeing her
eyes were again shining sapphire-blue. “Me
too, Baby. So much.”
With another gentle kiss Jon guided Cate to the
door. They walked hand-in-hand across
the cordoned street and through the big warehouse, following Cate’s earlier
escorted path. Once he had delivered her
safely to the security desk Jon gave Cate a final embrace. Then he turned and retraced his steps to this
trailer, mumbling to himself as he tried to focus his reluctant mind on the
upcoming scene.
“Time to go to work.”
*****
The shrill electronic double-ring startled Cate from her
concentration. She automatically looked
up from the file she had spread open on the kitchen island, scowling across the
room at the telephone dock.
Pulling her
reading glasses from their perch on her nose, she dropped them onto the
paperwork before sliding off the stool. Unhurriedly Cate padded over to pull the cordless
handset from its cradle. She could tell
from the ring pattern that the call was from the building's front entry.
“Yes?” Cate’s
inquiry was instinctively cautious.
“Hello Cate… we’re a little early.” Dorothea’s slightly breathless voice floated
through the speaker.
“Oh…” Cate’s brow
furrowed with puzzlement as she wondered why Jon’s ex-wife was visiting so
early on a Saturday morning. Then she
remembered. It was Jon’s weekend with
his youngest boys. “Oh! Sure… come on up.” She stepped over to the panel on the wall and pushed a white button, granting them entry.
“On our way.”
Cate replaced the phone in its dock and stepped briskly
back to the island. She quickly gathered
the documents from the counter, stacking them back inside the heavy cardboard
jacket. Retrieving her briefcase from
the floor beside the island, she shoved the file indelicately back inside.
Cate quickly detoured into the office to stow her bag
securely out of sight and reach of Jon’s sons before approaching the
apartment’s foyer. As she reached the
entry Cate heard a soft ding from the
vestibule, announcing the elevator’s arrival on the private floor. She pulled open the front door just in time
for two short, loud whirling dervishes to burst across the threshold and into
the apartment.
“I get it first!”
“Nuh UH! It’s MINE!”
“It is NOT!”
“Yes it is! JAKE!”
The urgent argument was accented by twin heavy thuds as laden backpacks hit the foyer
floor, unburdening the youngest Bongiovis.
Their sneakers pounded across the hardwood as they raced into the
apartment, in pursuit of some soon-to-be-contested device.
“WHOA!” Dorothea’s shout knifed through the air. “Freeze!”
She stepped through the door, momentarily ignoring Cate’s greeting. “You two get back here RIGHT NOW!”
From around the corner came Jake’s sarcastic reply. “We can’t.
We’re frozen.”
“Jacob Hurley…. NOW!” Dorothea barked. “You too, Romeo!” She gave Cate a sideways glance. “Little Smartass,” she grumbled through clenched teeth.
Realizing their mother meant business, the two boys
trudged back around the corner and across the living room to the foyer. Jake stopped and glowered at Dorothea,
dropping his chin and crossing his arms across his chest. He sighed impatiently. “What?”
It was all Cate could do to keep from laughing. Jake’s expression was exactly that of his
father, a miniature version of Jon's infamous “stink-eye.” But Dorothea was obviously displeased with
his behavior, and Cate didn’t want to undermine her. She held her neutral mask.
Dorothea’s eyes narrowed as she scowled at her son. “You better lose that attitude, Mister.” Her warning was delivered in a low, lethal
growl. She pointed at the backpacks
Jacob and his brother had abandoned in the middle of the foyer floor. “Pick those up, right now.”
With an eye roll and an exaggerated body-slump, Jake
sighed loudly. He shuffled toward the
spot his mother indicated with her fierce point, followed by his younger rival.
“Just because this is your Dad’s place doesn’t mean you
can come tear-assing in here and dump your stuff in the middle of the
floor.” Dorothea continued her
scold. “You don’t get away with that at
home, you don’t get away with it here.
And say hello to Cate. You’re in her house.”
Romeo reached down to grab the strap of his backpack,
then stood up, half dragging it from the floor.
“Hi Cate,” he singsonged listlessly.
“Hi Cate.” Jake’s
staccato greeting was begrudgingly half-muttered in pseudo-defiance of his
mother’s demand.
Cate couldn’t hold her smile, despite her intention not
to get in the middle of this conflict.
“Hi Guys.”
“Now take those to your rooms. And WALK.”
Dorothea waved a hand toward the back of the apartment. She watched sternly as Jake and Romeo
sullenly turned and trudged away, dragging their backpacks behind them. When they turned the corner, the boys’ voices
drifted back into the foyer.
“I’m still getting it first.”
“Nuh-UH! Jake, Dad
gave it to ME!”
“Who cares? I’m
bigger.”
Dorothea growled with exasperation. “You two SHARE!”
she hollered after her obstinate sons.
She rolled her eyes and shook her head when her order received no
response. She was sure it would be
ignored.
“Sorry about that.”
Dorothea turned to give Cate a tight-lipped smile.
Cate laughed softly and waved a hand. “It’s fine.”
“No, it’s not.
They know better than to act like little Hellions.” Dorothea rolled her eyes. “And I swear, one of these days I’m gonna smack
the mouth right off-a that kid.”
“Jake’s usually fine when he’s here.” Cate smiled.
“But that look… that’s pure Jon.”
“You’re telling me?”
Dorothea chuckled. “Jake is his
father’s spitting image, in every way.
Stubborn, defiant, everything has to be done his way…”
“And he knows when to turn on the charm.” Cate nodded.
“Yep. Master
manipulator, that Kid.” She sighed
again. “Thank God my Baby is still sweet
and obedient. For the moment, anyway.”
Cate snorted.
“Yeah, enjoy that while you
can…” She had long recognized the
mischievous sparkle in Romeo’s deep brown eyes.
“Tell me about it.”
Dorothea nodded in resigned agreement.
“So, where is Jon, anyway? He
didn’t leave you here to deal with these heathens by yourself, did he?”
“He went out for a run, about a half-hour ago. Should be back any minute.”
“Ah. Well, I guess
we were a little early, too. What do you
all have planned for the weekend?”
“I’m not sure.”
Cate smiled wistfully . “We’ve
both been so busy this week we’ve hardly seen each other, let alone talked
about the weekend.”
“Oh, I can imagine.
I know what it’s like when he starts a new acting project.” Dorothea gave Cate a sympathetic smile. “Probably a good thing you’re busy now,
too. You won’t see much of him for a few
weeks, until he gets settled in.”
“Yeah, I figured as much.” Cate sighed.
“But he did make me promise I won’t work this weekend, so at least we
get a few days together.”
“Good. It will
take both of you to wrangle the Chuckleheads.”
Dorothea tipped her head in the direction of the boys’ bedrooms.
“Nah, they’ll be fine.
They always are. Jon’s really
good with them.”
“Well, that’s true.” Dorothea's smile softened. “Jon is
a good father. I’ll give him that.” She nodded silently, then brightened. “And, speaking of Jon… I looked into a few
things, like we talked about. For his
birthday.”
“Oh?”
Dorothea nodded.
“I was originally thinking maybe we could do something at the Kitchen,
but it’s such a small place. There’s no
way we could fit everybody we’d want to invite in there. Plus I don’t want to disrupt the schedule.”
“No, of course not,” Cate agreed. She felt a little twinge of unease at
Dorothea’s implication that this would be a large party. “So, what else do you have in mind?”
“Well, I was trying to come up with a theme, something
other than ‘Halfway to Dead.” Dorothea grinned at Cate’s snorted giggle in
response to her joke. “I know, I should
be nice. I’m not far behind him.” She chuckled softly. “Anyway, I was thinking of nice ways to say
‘old’, and I was kicking around something about a half-century: ‘vintage,’ ‘classic’… And then it hit
me. Classic.”
Cate’s brow furrowed, failing to make the
connection. “Classic… in what way?”
“Jon loves old music, right? Wilson Pickett, Sam Cooke, Elvis…
And what’s more classic than… Sinatra?”
Dorothea grinned. “We throw a
Rat-Pack themed party for the New Ol’ Blue-Eyes.”
“Wow… Dorothea…” Cate’s eyes widened at the
possibilities. “That would be... fantastic. But he said he doesn’t want anything big, and
this sounds pretty… well, big.”
“It doesn’t have to be.
We can have it here in the City, just rent out a restaurant or
something. Maybe someplace Sinatra used
to frequent, like the Copa, or Patsy’s.”
Dorothea nodded at her own suggestion.
“Yeah, Patsy’s. Jon loves that
place, but it’s kinda small…”
She waved a hand dismissively. “Whatever.
We can find a venue. But I was
thinking we could ask guests to come dressed in ‘Mad Men’ style, we could get
an orchestra, maybe somebody from Broadway to sing all those old standards… And
of course we’d make it a surprise party.”
Cate nodded slowly.
“I think Jon would really enjoy something like that… as long as we don’t
go too over-the-top. But I’m not so sure
about the ‘surprise’ part.”
Dorothea chuckled.
“I know, he says he doesn’t like surprises. But trust me, he’ll be secretly delighted by
this. He totally loved the Tarts and
Vicars surprise party I threw for him at Forty.”
“Well, maybe…”
Cate’s thought was interrupted by the quiet ding of the elevator.
“Just think about it, Cate. I’ll do a little more research and see what’s
available.” Dorothea smiled. “Then we can sit down and start working out
the details.”
“Details of what?”
Jon sauntered across the vestibule and through the open front door. He grinned.
“You two planning a bank heist or something?”
“Just something for the school.” Dorothea’s lie was smooth and
nonchalant. “I’m roping Cate into
helping out again.”
Jon frowned, directing a questioning look at his
wife. “You sure you have time for that?”
Cate nodded, giving Dorothea a little smile as she tried
to ignore the twinge of annoyance she felt at Jon’s mild rebuke. “Yeah, it’s not that big of a time
commitment. And I’m happy to help out
when I can.”
“Well, okay.” Jon
ran a hand through his sweaty hair and turned his attention to his
ex-wife. “So, what are your plans this
weekend? You going out to Jersey?”
“Actually, we’re going up to Providence. Teddy has a family thing tonight.”
Jon arched a brow.
“What about Jesse? You trust him
to keep his curfew without you breathing down his neck?”
“He’s sleeping over at Connor’s tonight. They’re at indoor lacrosse practice all
morning, then Connor’s parents are taking all the boys out for pizza
later.” Dorothea snorted. “What do you think I am, stupid?”
“Nope. I know
better.” Jon grinned. “I’ll give him a call later.”
“So, what are your
plans? Cate’s not sure.”
“Plans? We don’t
need no stinkin’ plans.” Jon chortled as he quoted the cheesy movie
line. “I dunno. Thought we’d just hang out, maybe catch a
movie.”
“Jon, I don’t want them playing Xbox all weekend. They need to get out and do something. And Jake has a
book in his backpack he’s supposed to read before Monday.”
“Alright, alright… We’ll go out in the City or something.” Jon leaned forward, peering into the vacant
living room. “Hey! Chuckleheads!” His shout was followed by a shrill whistle. “C’mere!”
Seconds later the thunder of galloping sneakers preceded
Jake and Romeo’s return to the foyer.
The boys raced over to the front door, where Jake stopped short of the group
of adults. Romeo barreled into Jon, the impact almost knocking Jon back against the open door. Romeo wrapped his arms around
his father’s waist, hugging him fiercely.
“Hey, Buddy!” Jon
leaned down to give his youngest son an awkward hug. “Miss me?”
“Yeah.”
“Me too.” Jon
looked up at Jake. “What’s up, Dude?”
Jake shrugged and crossed his arms. “Nothin’.”
Dorothea gave Jon a sideways look. “Yeah, good luck with that one.”
Jon ignored Dorothea’s warning. She was the full-time disciplinarian, which
often put her at odds with the boys.
Jake was apparently starting to follow his older brother’s example when
it came to butting heads with his mother.
“So, what do you guys wanna do today?” Jon pried Romeo loose from his waist and
leaned back against the door. “You wanna
go to a movie or something?”
“I wanna play hockey.”
Jake’s announcement was firm.
Jon’s brow furrowed at the unusual request. “Hockey?
You mean like air hockey? At the arcade?”
“Nope.
Hockey. Skating. With sticks.”
Jon looked questioningly at Dorothea, then back to
Jake. “Where do you do that? Do you even know how to play hockey?”
“Evan plays every weekend. He invited me to come whenever I want.”
“Oh.” Dorothea
nodded and turned to Jon. “Jake’s
classmate plays PeeWee Hockey. They have
open ice after his practices on Saturdays.
But…” She looked back at Jake. “I told him not this weekend. If he’s good,
maybe next Saturday.”
“Why can’t I go today?
Dad can take me.” Jake’s
challenge held a threat of a whine.
“Because, Jacob. I
told you ‘No’. This is your father’s weekend to spend time
with you. He’s not going to drop you off
at some hockey rink in Brooklyn for a whole afternoon.” Dorothea’s tone made it apparent the
discussion was over.
“We could go ice skating at Rockefeller Plaza,” Jon
suggested by way of compromise. “You
know, where they have the big Christmas tree?”
Jake shook his head.
“Lame.”
Dorothea threw up her hands at Jake’s petulant
denial. “That’s it. I’m going.”
She leaned down to give Romeo a kiss on the cheek. “Bye, Romey.
Love you. Be good for Dad and
Cate, okay?”
Straightening, she stepped
over to Jacob. “You too, Mister. I don’t want to hear you were a grumpy little
brat all weekend.” She leaned down to
give her unresponsive son a hug and a kiss on the cheek. “Love you.”
“Bye, Mama.” Romeo
spoke up on behalf of his sullen brother.
“Love you.”
“See you tomorrow, Baby.
Love you too.” Dorothea turned
back to the adults. “Good luck,” she
repeated with a tired smile.
“He’ll snap out of it,” Jon predicted with a little
smirk. “We’ll be fine.” He leaned forward to give Dorothea a light
buss on the cheek. “Have a good weekend.”
“I hope so, for your sake.” Dorothea smiled and stepped through the open
front door. “I’ll come get them around
six tomorrow, okay?”
“Yeah, whatever.
Or we can drop them off. Just
text me.” Jon waved a hand as Dorothea moved
into the elevator. She nodded her agreement before the doors
slid shut.
Pushing the apartment door closed, Jon turned back to face
his sons. “Well, I guess hockey’s out.”
“Why?” Jake protested whinily.
“ ‘Cause Mom said so,” Jon replied sternly. “And I’m not gonna go against her ruling.” He turned his gaze to his youngest,
non-pouting son. “What do you wanna do
this weekend, Buddy?”
“Can we go to the beach?”
Jon gave Romeo an amused smile. “The beach?
Romey, it’s January. There’s snow
on the ground.”
“No, we can fly
to the beach.” Romeo explained earnestly. “Like we do at Christmas.”
Cate giggled softly at Romeo’s matter-of-fact
statement. Of course it would seem
perfectly normal to him that they fly to St. Barth for the weekend, just to
swim in the ocean.
“Sorry, Buddy.”
Jon shook his head apologetically.
“We can’t take the plane to the beach this weekend. It’s too far away.”
“Oh.” Romeo’s expression fell.
Cate’s heart squeezed at Romeo’s obvious
disappointment. “Is there an indoor pool
nearby, that we could all go to?”
“There’s the one at the gym, but it’s just lanes and
stuff. Not much fun for kids.” Jon shook his head slightly as he answered
Cate’s question. “But… Wait a minute.” He pulled his iPhone from the pocket of his
fleece workout jacket. His fingers
swiped and tapped over the screen.
“I wanna play hockey.”
Jake’s muttered pout broke the silence while Jon manipulated his phone.
“You can’t. Mama said.” Romeo’s reply to his brother was firm and a
little smug, causing Cate to grin. She
half-turned away from the boys, hoping not to incite any further problems with
her expression.
“Okay…” Jon
grinned up at Cate before turning back to his sons. “How about this? An indoor water
park.” He held up the phone,
displaying the webpage on the screen. “It’s
got waterslides and games, the whole deal.
You guys wanna go?”
“Yeah!” Romeo’s eager grin spread across his entire face.
“Where is it?” Cate asked, tilting her head to look at
the screen when Jon turned his phone to her. She quickly scanned the water resort’s page.
“Jersey, near Philly.
Won’t take us long to get there.”
“Don’t you have to be a resort guest to use the water
park at these places?” Cate took the
phone from Jon’s grasp and slid her fingers over the screen, enlarging the
image to read the fine print.
“I don’t know.
Maybe.” Jon shrugged. “So
what? We’ll just get a room if we have
to.”
Cate looked up at Jon, a disbelieving smile curving her
lips. “You mean you want to stay overnight at this place? You don’t even know anything about it,
Jon. And I can guarantee it’s not a Four Seasons.”
Jon looked back at Romeo’s beaming grin, then to his
older son. Jake was trying hard to
maintain his sullen countenance but it was obvious he, too, was excited by the
idea. His curving pout was almost
comical as he tried to hide his threatening smile.
“Whaddya say, Jakey?
Wanna go do some waterslides? It’s
a helluva lot warmer than ice hockey.”
Jake shrugged. “Whatever.” His grin escaped, curving his mouth upward.
Jon laughed and turned his blue gaze to Cate. He gave her a mischievous wink. “Well, Baby… looks like we’re goin’ to Jersey’s
finest indoor water resort. Go pack your
bikini.”
The talk they had was long overdue in my opinion, way overdue. Yes Cate you are doing everything the doctor has told you to do except one very important part, stress. Due to the line of work you are in stress is a given, if you are trying to concieve it is a hinderance for conceiving. Maybe taking some time off would help. I get the impression Cate is a little embarrassed for her coworkers or superiors to know that she and Jon are trying to have a baby. Is she worried about her job? Lol Jake and Romeo are absolutely adorable, from the bickering to the pouting, Jake is definitely Jon's mini me.
ReplyDeleteexactly what I was thinking! Stress is never helpful conceiving.
DeleteThere's just to much on her plate. I guess she will have to make a choice in the near future. Or the choice will be made for her
A Sinatra themed party?? Now THAT sounds like fun!! Which they need to have - badly! Loved the kids, so much so that I want to go play in the water park too! Can I??? :))
ReplyDeletethat party is gonna be way too big, a small thing at the Kitchen sounds a lot better
ReplyDeleteWould love to read how a day at a water park goes for them and imagining Jon in swim shorts, that's always good :D
I always love your chapters and have said that conversations that you have between Jon and Cate and in addition, Dorothea, the kids etc etc are always so realistic. This whole chapter, I could picture in my mind and really can imagine that is how they talk in "real" life if you know what I mean. OK "Cate" is not real but I truly imagine a conversation being like the ones that you write.
ReplyDeleteI agree with Anonymous, the whole chapter just plays out in my head and heart as if I were standing there watching it take place.
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