Cate took a breath as the order sent an involuntary
shiver down her spine. Immediately her
brain started to whirl with all the details she would have to take care of in
the next hour. She had to book a flight,
pack a bag, call Jon, cancel her meeting with Dorothea… and call Dr. Klein’s
office.
Her stomach clenched as she realized the gravity of
missing her scheduled appointment.
Momentarily shoving aside her worry, Cate addressed the
speakerphone. “Sil, can you take care of
things on your end? Get me someplace to
stay, a car, the whole deal? You know
better than I would where I’d be staying if I were just a pampered
millionaire’s wife looking to shop her time away. And it needs to look like I’ve been there a
few days, not just came into town at the same time as Cupid. We don’t need to create any more coincidences
than necessary.”
“Got it. Yvette
can book you into the Ritz under your married name. We’ll fix it so the records are backdated a
couple days.”
Again Yvette’s voice sounded in the background. “I’ll drop a few comments into the
society blogs too, that you were spotted out at some boutiques and
restaurants over the weekend. Should I include your
husband?”
Cate shook her head.
“No. Leave Jon out of this.” She gave a wry smile despite herself. “Don't worry, once his fans get wind that I'm
in Miami all kinds of people will be on the lookout for him down there.”
“Yvette can call the organizers about a ticket on your
behalf, too. Say she’s your
assistant. You guys do that, right?”
“Yes.” Cate’s
expression sobered. “But I want to make
this clear to all of you, right
now. Nobody mentions a word about Jon’s Foundation. Understand?
What people assume is one thing, but I will NOT claim to be there as an official representative." She turned her gaze to her supervisor, giving
Al a fierce stare.
"Of course not, Cate. We know the laws." Agent Quinn's response was calm. "Last thing we want is for your
husband's Foundation to slap us with a complaint for misrepresentation."
"Hell, Al... I'd slap you with it myself," Cate replied in a serious
half-snarl. "I'm not fucking around with this. I mean it.
The cover is I'm just a rich rock star's wife on a shopping trip in
Miami."
"We got it, Cate.
You have my word. No official
connection will come from this -- or any
-- office." Al reached out to place
a placating hand on Cate's shoulder.
"But like you said, we can't control what assumptions people make. It may appear in the press that you were
there, with speculation you were your husband's representative."
"That we'll deal with if it happens." Cate's stomach fluttered at the realization
of the conversation she might have to have with Jon. She could only pray coverage of her presence
at this event would be buried in the fine print of the Miami Herald's society
pages.
"Target's wheels-up, Sir." Max's announcement interrupted the exchange
between Cate and her supervisor. Both
automatically diverted their attention to the video monitor that showed the
Duque learjet lifting off the runway at Teterboro airport.
"Alright, Kids.
Let's get to work!" Silvio's
cheerful chirp sounded through the speaker.
"We'll pick up Cupid when he lands, and keep on him. Cate, let me know when you're arriving. You want one of my guys to pick you up at the
airport?"
"She's gonna need a car. A fancy one." Yvette answered Silvio's question before Cate
could even open her mouth. "Cate,
I'll book you something fun. A sexy little convertible you can speed along the beach in."
"With GPS, please." Cate couldn't help
but smile. This trip would certainly be
more comfortable than her normal government travels, which typically featured a
rented Ford Taurus and a room at the Hampton Inn.
"Stop by my office before you take off," Al
commanded. "Give me your
details."
"Okay, Al."
Cate took a step back and turned for the door. "I better get moving if you want me
there by evening. See ya in a few hours,
Sil!" She directed her last comment
toward the speakerphone.
"Adios! Hasta luego, Chica!"
Cate chuckled softly as she turned for the door. Her smile faded quickly, into a frown of
concentration as her mind raced, swiftly organizing all the tasks she needed to
accomplish into a long list. She swiped
her access card through the reader to let herself out of the Operations
Center, then quickly ascended to the higher floor. By the time she strode back into her office
Cate had her plan of action worked out.
Dropping into her deep leather chair, Cate reached for
her iPhone with one hand and her computer mouse with the other. She first tackled her most immediate task,
locating the earliest available flight to Miami.
After scanning the official government travel website's
offerings, Cate realized she would have little luck using the normal channels. She pulled out her lower desk drawer and
rummaged through her purse until she located her sleek Italian leather wallet. As she typed her search with one hand, with
her other hand Cate extracted her personal credit card from its slot in the slim folder.
Within minutes she
had secured a business class seat on a nonstop flight departing Kennedy for
Miami in just four hours. As she printed
her boarding pass Cate prayed she would have enough time to complete her long
list of personal tasks in the short two-plus hours before she would have to
leave for the airport.
Cate's fingers flew over her keyboard as she sent the
necessary emails and saved documents before shutting down her computer. She quickly gathered her case file and locked it inside the safe standing in the corner behind her office door. If she needed access to the file, she could
get it electronically at Silvio's office.
As Cate loaded her briefcase with her laptop and other
necessities she mentally ticked off the list of items she would need to gather
at home when she packed her suitcase.
Her duties would require formal attire in addition to casual wear, which could
prove to be a pain. She would have to
take whatever was hanging in the closet; most of her evening dresses were stored in
the massive walk-in closet at the Red Bank house. She just hoped she had something in the apartment that was suitable for
Miami weather.
Finally, her work tasks completed, Cate settled back into
her desk chair. A glance at her office
door confirmed it was securely closed before she picked up her iPhone for a
more personal priority call. She tapped
the screen to speed-dial the frequently-used number, then waited anxiously for
the receptionist's friendly voice.
"Good morning, Dr. Klein and Associates."
Cate smiled nervously at Jessica's cheery greeting. "Hi. This is Cate Sullivan. I'm sorry, but I have kind of an emergency...
is Dr. Klein available?"
"No, Mrs. Sullivan.
I'm sorry, but he's at NYU this morning... is this a medical
emergency? If so, you should call
911..."
Cate chuckled at the alarm in the young woman's
voice. "No, it's nothing like
that. But I really, really need to talk
to someone about my appointment this afternoon.
I have an urgent out-of-town trip that's just come up, and I won't be
able to make it..."
"Oh. I can
reschedule you, Mrs. Sullivan..."
Apparently relieved that this was not an actual emergency, Jessica
chirped happily into the phone.
"Let me see... he has a morning slot open next Thursday..."
"No, Jessica, that's not going to work." Cate swallowed her exasperated growl, keeping
her voice calm. "I have
labs..."
"Oh, wait.
Mrs. Sullivan, I have a note in the computer that this an IUI protocol
follow-up. I can't reschedule that. You have to be seen within twenty-four
hours."
Cate sucked in a breath before answering through gritted
teeth. "Yes, Jessica. I know.
That's what I was trying to tell you, that I can't make my appointment
at five. I'm headed out of town. On urgent business."
"Oh, well... I could try to squeeze you in at
three-thirty..."
Cate sighed.
"I'll be on a plane by then.
Listen, Jessica... all I have to do is lab work."
"But you have a consult scheduled with Dr.
Klein. I'm sorry, Mrs. Sullivan, but
he's not available until after four."
"Listen..."
Cate took a breath, then an idea occurred to her. "Jessica, is Edie working today?"
"Yes, she's here. But I think she might be with a
patient."
"Could you page her, please?"
"I can put you through to the nurse's station."
"Fine.
Great. Thank you,
Jessica." Cate rolled her eyes
before glancing up at the clock on her office wall. She winced as she saw the hour. Hopefully Nurse Edie could advise her what
she should do, and quickly.
"Nurse's station.
Andrea speaking."
Cate jumped at the familiar voice, an involuntary smile
of relief ghosting her lips. She liked
the young, sassy African-American nurse, mainly because she was both highly
competent and bluntly straightforward.
"Andrea, thank God.
This is Cate Sullivan."
"Oh, hey Mrs. Sullivan!" Cate could hear the nurse's smile in her
greeting.
"I have a little problem, and I was hoping
to talk to Edie."
"Well, she's in with a patient right now. Can I help?"
Cate cursed silently before continuing, a note of
desperation now tinging the words that tumbled breathlessly from her lips.
"I hope so.
Listen, Andrea. I had something
come up for work and I have to be on a plane in a little less than four
hours. My ten-day post-IUI consult with
Dr. Klein was scheduled for five o'clock today.
I'm not going to be able to make it, and I won't be back in town for a
few days. What should I do?"
"You just had labs for today, right?" Andrea's question was clipped, to the point.
"Yes. As far
as I know."
"Can you come in right now?"
Cate sighed with relief.
"I'm walking out the door as we speak." As if to demonstrate her point, she rose from
her chair and reached for her briefcase.
"I can be there in about fifteen minutes, if traffic cooperates."
Andrea's throaty chuckle sounded in Cate's ear. "Okay.
When you get here just go straight down to the lab. You need to do both blood and urine, so don't
go to the bathroom before you get here.
I'll tell Edie you're on your way in; she can meet up with you when you
get here and help you figure out the rest."
"Andrea, thank you.
You're a lifesaver."
"Nah, I'm a baby maker. Remember?
Now hurry up. You got a plane to
catch."
Her flip, rapid-fire reply made Cate laugh. "On my way. See you as soon as I can."
"Alright, Mrs. S."
Releasing another grateful sigh, Cate stepped back from
her desk as she ended the call. She pushed in her chair and glanced at the safe to ensure it
was locked. Then she strode for her
door. Cate flicked the light switch as
she passed, darkening the room to the gray winter light of day before pulling her door
shut behind her.
*****
"Hey, I can't take your call right now. Leave a message and I'll get back to you as
soon as I can."
The corners of Cate's mouth automatically curved upward
at the sound of Jon's soft, slightly-gravelly voice in her ear, even as her
heart squeezed with the disappointment of having reached his voicemail
greeting. She reached out to grasp the
extended handle of her rolling suitcase with her free hand, then pulled it
slowly across the kitchen as she spoke into her iPhone.
"Hey, Baby.
I've tried to call a couple times, but I guess you're on the set. Jon, I'm really, really sorry... but I have to go out of town. It's a last-minute op for work; I don't have
any choice. I know you hate it when I
say I can't tell you anything, but I really can't. But I promise I'll call you as soon as I can
and let you know I'm okay."
She sighed softly before continuing. "I don't know how long I'll be gone,
probably a couple days. I don't think
more than two or three. I'll know more
probably tomorrow. But Baby... I promise I'll be back for your birthday
on Friday. Hopefully way before
then. And Jonny..."
She swallowed hard, trying to dislodge the lump forming
in her throat.
"I had to bail on my appointment with Dr. Klein
today. I'm on my way to the airport
now. But I called the clinic, they had
me come and do my lab stuff before I came home to pack. Edie told
me to call when I can and get the results.
So... so I guess... I guess we'll have to share that news by phone. Or maybe I can Skype you. I don't know right now. But I did get the labs done, so that's the
important thing."
"Jonny..."
Cate's husky voice cracked slightly, betraying her emotion. "Baby, I'm sorry. I wish I could tell you in person, but I have
to go. I have a plane leaving in a
little over an hour. I... I love you so
much. Please don't be mad... I know you
hate these trips, but it's what I have to do."
She smiled as she blinked back the misty film from her
eyes. "Jon, I love you. I'll call as soon as I can, okay? Bye."
Lowering the phone from her ear, Cate sighed. She closed the connection before slipping the
phone into her purse and heading for the door, towing her suitcase behind
her. As she reached the entry she was
startled by the crisp buzz of the intercom.
"Mrs. Bongiovi, I have your cab waiting."
Cate reached up to push the button before responding to
the Concierge. "Thanks,
Gordon. I'm on my way down now."
"Very good, Ma'am."
Cate took one last wistful glance back at the apartment's
empty living room before reaching for doorknob.
*****
With a weary sigh Jon tossed his keys and the small stack
of mail on the small table against the wall.
He almost felt rather than heard the tuneless metallic clunk of his keychain impacting the
wood. The sound matched his mood: heavy, gray, devoid of brightness.
As he unwound the navy knit muffler from his throat Jon
toed off his boots and kicked them aside.
The dull clatter of their heels against the wood floor further
underlined his bleak frame of mind.
Disregarding his usual tidy routine, Jon let his heavy woolen coat drop
to the floor. The scarf followed,
draping atop the wrinkled mound of thick charcoal fabric.
Jon stood still for a moment, listening. The apartment's silence echoed back.
An almost
inaudible growl rumbled in Jon's throat as he slowly shook his head, then
shuffled through the foyer and into the living room. This wasn't at all the way he hoped his
evening would start. He had fully
expected to burst cheerfully through the door, a bouquet of roses in one hand
and a bottle of champagne in the other, to be greeted by his wife's
maternally-glowing smile. They had planned to spend this night celebrating.
Together.
But here he was, home alone.
Jon paused for a brief moment in the living room, staring
blankly at the dark television screen mounted on the wall. He realized he didn't want to search for the
remote, to erase the silence with electronically-produced background
noise. With a snort of displeasure he
turned and wandered into the kitchen.
His eyes scanned the granite countertops, searching for a
note from Cate. He knew she had come
home before she raced to the airport; she had mentioned having to pack in her
breathlessly apologetic voicemail.
Spying nothing on the dark surfaces, Jon sighed again.
Apparently she had been in too much of a hurry to scrawl
a brief farewell message.
The silence was broken by a short, muted buzz from Jon's
belt. The vibration of the phone against his hip made Jon jump. Its low-pitched electronic rasp
seemed deafeningly loud in the apartment's quiet. He growled a weak curse as he
reached for the device.
With a quick scan of the screen Jon saw that the alert
was for an email from the Director's assistant.
He tapped the icon to open the message, then cursed again when he saw
that his morning set call had been moved up by an hour. That meant he would have to be up and out by
seven, probably only to sit around his trailer for three hours awaiting his
scenes.
"Sonofabitch," Jon mumbled as he stabbed a
finger at his iPhone, closing the email.
As his finger trailed across the touchscreen another folder opened, this
time displaying a more cheerful message.
Jacob and Romeo grinned at Jon from the digital image now filling the
little screen, a visual reminder of a happy memory from the past fall.
Jon's lips curved at the sight of his two youngest
boys. The sparkle in their eyes --
Jake's deep azure like his own and Romeo's warm chocolate like his mother's --
tugged at his heart. He missed being
greeted at the door when he came home from work by a team-tackle, the boys
wrapping their arms around his legs and sitting on his feet in playfully-fierce
attempts to roughhouse before he even closed the door.
Jon chuckled softly, thinking that the home his sons
shared with their mother was certainly anything but silent at this moment.
It would be all managed chaos, with dinner on the stove and arguments
over homework and squabbles about who made stupid faces at whom....
His smile turned bittersweet as he pushed the button to
dial. He waited three rings before she
picked up.
"Hi, Jon.
What's up?"
"Hey Dorothea.
Listen... I was thinking maybe I'd come by and see the
Chuckleheads. Is it a bad time?"
"Jon, you know what it's like around here on a
school night. Reinforcements are always
welcome." Dorothea's response was
warm, but held a note of warning.
"But you're not coming
over and playing video games with them, got it?
They have to finish their homework and pack their backpacks for
tomorrow."
Jon chuckled.
"Okay. What do they have for
homework?"
"Well..."
Dorothea paused as a spontaneous argument erupted in the background. She swiftly quashed the conflict with a
barked command before returning her attention to her caller. "Romeo is doing his spelling words... I
think he's almost done... and Jake has math.
Which he's not even close to
finishing."
"Alright, I'm on it.
Tell Jake I'm on the way over and I want to check his work when I get
there." Jon's lips twisted into a
little grin. "What kind of math is
it? Not that New Math shit, I
hope."
Dorothea chuckled.
"Long division. Something
you might be able to handle."
"Hey, I can do math!"
"Oh, really? Then why did you sweet-talk Angie Lucchetti
into doing your algebra homework all through senior year?" Dorothea delivered her accusation with a
teasing lilt to her husky voice.
Jon grinned as he rolled his eyes. "Because I didn't like to do it. And because
she offered. Besides, it was algebra, Dorothea. Not like I ever used that shit in the real
world."
"Yeah, Angie Lucchetti offered you plenty else besides help with your homework,
too." Dorothea snorted sarcastically. "Okay, whatever. Did you eat yet? Or are you waiting for Cate?"
"Naw. Cate
had to go out of town. I just got
home."
"I'll set a plate for you." Again Jon heard Dorothea's voice harden as
she snapped an order at her middle son to get back to work.
"Is Jesse home?"
"No, he was going over to Connor's after practice,
to study for their history test. He's
eating over there."
Jon nodded though Dorothea couldn't see his
response. "I'll see you in about
ten minutes, okay?"
"Okay."
"Dorothea... thanks.
I know you have your schedules and everything..."
"Jon, it's okay.
Just come on over."
" 'Kay."
"Bye."
Jon closed the connection and tucked his phone back into
its holster. His smile remained as he
turned and retraced his steps to the foyer.
In less than two minutes he had re-donned his winter outerwear and was
pulling open the front door.
Seconds later, the last echo of the slamming door faded
into silence.
*****
"See, Jake?
You know how to do this stuff. It
ain't so hard, is it?" Jon smiled
as he pushed the pile of pencil-scrawled notebook paper back across the table
to his son.
Jacob shrugged.
"Guess not. But it still
sucks."
Jon arched a brow at the boy's response. "Hey.
You know your mother doesn't wanna hear you talk like that."
"So? You
do."
"Yeah, well.
Notice she doesn't put up with my
shit anymore, either." Jon gave
Jake a wry smirk. "Sorry... my stuff."
His self-correction elicited a conspiratorial grin from
Jon's middle son. "She made a swear
jar, 'cause Jesse was cussing too much."
Jon chuckled.
"And how much money's in it now?"
"A lot."
"And how much of that is yours?"
Jacob giggled.
"Some." He looked over
his shoulder to the kitchen, where Dorothea was busy cleaning the dishes from
dinner. "But it's not fair. She lets Jesse say 'sucks' but not me."
"Well... sounds fair to me." Jon smirked. "Your big brother knows a lot more bad
words than you do. Trust me."
"Like what?"
Jon laughed.
"Nice try, Jake. But you're
not dragging me into this thing with
your Mother. Shit, she already has a lot of my money."
"You owe a dollar for the jar, Dad. You just said 'shit'." Jacob smirked triumphantly at his father.
"Yeah, well... so did you, Genius. So now you owe a dollar, too."
"Aw, Maaaaaan...."
Jon laughed, shooting another look at Dorothea. He gave his ex-wife a wink when he saw her
amused grin. She was clearly monitoring
their conversation.
"Tell ya what..." Jon dropped his voice to a stage whisper and
leaned across the table to conspire with his son. "I won't tell on you if you don't tell
on me. We'll just pretend this whole
'shit' conversation never happened.
She'll never know."
Jacob giggled and whispered back, his reply gleefully
dramatic. "Okay. But now you owe another dollar, 'cause you just said it again!"
"Dammit!" Jon swore in a whisper, unable to contain his
grin.
"Dad! That's another dollar!"
"Okay, Okay!
I'm gonna shut up now!" Jon chuckled and leaned back, returning his
voice to its normal volume. "And
now you need to go get your pajamas on.
I'll come in and say goodnight in a few minutes. You got your backpack ready for school
tomorrow?"
"Yeah, Dad."
Jacob shoved the notebook paper containing his math homework into a
folder, then flipped his textbook closed.
"Except for this."
"Okay. Get
moving. I'll be there in five."
Jake stood and trudged down the hall to the front entry,
where his coat and backpack hung in a locker-like cubby near the door. A proud smile curved Jon's lips as he watched
his son stuff his book and folder into the pack, then return to the
kitchen. Father and son exchanged a
gentle high-five as Jacob passed through the dining nook on his way to his
bedroom.
"You want coffee?" Dorothea's query was quiet.
Jon turned his head to see her smiling at him as she
wiped her hands on a dish towel.
"Nah, that's okay."
"It's no trouble.
I'm gonna put on a pot."
"I have an early set call tomorrow. Don't need the caffeine."
"Okay."
Dorothea dropped the dish towel on the counter and wandered around the
long, granite-topped peninsula that served as a breakfast bar. "So, when does Cate get back?"
Jon shrugged.
"Don't know. She doesn't
tell me anything about her cases."
He reached up to pull a hand through his thick, sandy bangs as he
sighed.
"Well, she can't, can she?" Dorothea settled into the chair Jacob had
occupied, across the table from Jon.
Jon rolled his eyes and leaned back in his chair. "No, she's not supposed to," he
admitted with another weary sigh.
"I get it, but it still pisses me off when she has to run out of
town like this."
"Doesn't she have a partner now? That cute young guy... what's his name?" Dorothea gave Jon a little smirk. "Can't he do these last-minute
trips?"
"Gus."
Jon returned Dorothea's smirk with a half-hearted grin, acknowledging
her playful observation of Agent Santo's attractiveness. "Yeah, but he's on leave this week for
his sister's wedding. So Cate doesn't
have backup."
"Have you heard from her?"
Jon shook his head.
"No, not yet. Just the
message she left me earlier." He
raised a brow at Dorothea. "And I
guess she stood you up today too, huh?"
Dorothea's eyes widened slightly but her voice remained
casual. "What do you mean?"
"Weren't you two supposed to have coffee or
something? Talk about a school
fundraiser or some shit like that?"
"Oh... yeah."
Dorothea waved a hand dismissively.
"She's going to help out with the lower school career day. I just wanted to give her some advance
information, since she's so busy. She
texted me she couldn't make it because of work."
Jon sighed again, unable to keep a note of annoyance from
creeping into the exhalation. "I
don't know why she signs on to do all this stuff for the school. Shit, Dorothea... she can barely keep up as
it is, between her job and all the stupid events we have to go to for the
Foundation and my career, and all the doctor appointments..."
Dorothea arched a brow at his complaint. "I think she just wants to be closer to
the boys, Jon." Though she knew it
was a moot point, she felt a little stab of guilty discomfort at her
freshly-voiced thought. "I mean...
after all, she is their
stepmother."
"Yeah, but she does stuff with Jake and Romey on the
weekends when they're at our house. That
means more to them than if she shows up at some what-I-want-to-be-when-I-grow-up
thing at their school." Jon snorted
derisively. "Hell, they probably
won't even notice that she's
there."
"Kids know, Jon.
You may think they don't pay attention, but they pick up on
things." Dorothea's answer was
quiet. When he didn't reply, she shifted
the subject. "Speaking of kids,
Stephanie is coming home for the weekend.
She'll be here Thursday night, since she doesn't have Friday
classes."
Jon's lips curved into a gentle smile at the mention of
his daughter's name. "I know. She texted me. Said she has to be home to bake her Old Man a
birthday cake."
Dorothea chuckled softly.
"Well, I was thinking. Since you insist on no parties this year...
maybe we could just have a quiet family dinner, maybe Saturday. Unless you and Cate have plans, that
is."
"No, we're just going out for dinner
Friday." Jon snorted as a bitter
note crept into his voice. "IF she makes it back by then, that
is."
"Jon, I'm sure she won't miss your birthday."
"Oh yeah?"
Jon gave Dorothea a defiant stare.
"When she's working, she's working.
She doesn't quit until she can.
Or has to."
Dorothea's eyes narrowed as she stared back at her
ex-husband. "Well, that sounds a little familiar, don't you
think?"
Jon's blue eyes widened, mildly surprised at her
retort. Then he snorted quietly. "Oh, so maybe I'm getting a little taste
of my own medicine, you mean? For all
the birthdays of yours and the kids' I missed when
I was on the road?"
"No, I just mean that she doesn't control what
happens in her line of work."
Dorothea's reply was calm.
"If she has to miss out on whatever plans you made, I'm sure it
will be for a good reason."
"Well, if it is,
I'll never know." Jon's
response was thick with sarcasm.
Recognizing it was time to back away from the subject,
Dorothea sighed. "Well, that's
between you and your wife, Jon."
She reached up to tuck a thick strand of chocolate hair behind her
ear. "I'm going to put on the
coffee. Why don't you go get the boys
settled in bed?"
Jon nodded, then sighed.
"Yeah, okay." He gave
Dorothea a tired half-smile, then pushed his chair back from the table.
Dorothea watched her ex-husband stroll down the hall
toward the bedrooms at the rear of the apartment. Her lips pursed thoughtfully as she
considered Jon's reaction to her simple suggestion of a family dinner. He hadn't even answered her; his attention
was instead focused on Cate's absence.
It was clear he was displeased about Cate's abrupt
departure, but Dorothea knew Jon well enough to see there was something more
bothering him. The fact that he had
spent his evening here with her and the boys was telling. For whatever reason, tonight Jon didn't want
to be alone.
Still puzzling over Jon's mood, Dorothea stood and
wandered into the kitchen. She flipped
the switch on the readied coffeemaker, then turned for the refrigerator. Her day's tasks still weren't completed;
there were lunches to be made for tomorrow's school day.
As she moved around the kitchen gathering the necessary
supplies Dorothea heard a sound that made her pause. She stood silent for a moment,
listening. Then a smile turned her lips
as she recognized Jon's voice, accompanied by the higher, sweetly-pitched
little voice of their youngest son. Her
heart squeezed as she remembered Jon singing with Jesse when their oldest son
was the same age, before all their lives had changed.
Her eyes misted as she sighed and resumed her motherly
chore.
*****
Cate looked out over the balcony railing, her eyes
searching out the horizon-line on the silvery-black moonlit ocean. She took a deep breath, held it for a
ten-count, then slowly released it. She
felt her pulse slow, the tight buzz of tension in her nerves lessening a
fraction. Closing her eyes, Cate
repeated the breathing exercise twice more, forcing her body to calm.
The warm night air stirred her hair and caressed her
face. The faint beat of dance music
drifted up from the poolside nightclub floors below, reminding her that her
day's work was far from over. After just
a short hour's respite to unpack, refresh herself from her flight, and get
dressed for the environment, she was on duty.
Somewhere in this swanky hotel's nightclub her Target was holding court,
surreptitiously watched by a team of local agents until she could make her
appearance.
Almost game time.
But first she had to take a minute for personal business.
With one last glance at the ocean Cate turned and moved
off the balcony, back into her suite.
Her suitcase lay open on its stand, her hastily-packed clothing strewn
across the king-sized bed. Somehow she had
managed to make it to Miami with all her necessary garments and toiletries, a
feat for which Cate was grateful. There
would be little time to shop for forgotten items.
Cate stepped over to the wide executive desk, which was
already stacked with files, papers, and an astonishing assortment of electronic
devices. Two firearms lay holstered on
the desk, her usual duty pistol in its small-of-the-back pancake holster and a
smaller subcompact model. She would
likely carry both on this operation.
Ignoring the guns and work-related gadgets, Cate reached
for the tablet that was her personal lifeline.
As she carried the iPad over to the bed she uncovered the screen and
touched the power button.
She took another deep breath as she settled on the edge
of the bed. A glance at the digital
clock glowing on the nightstand confirmed what she already knew: it was after nine-thirty, far too late for
her to reach a staff member at Dr. Klein's office.
Cate had planned for this contingency, convincing Nurse
Edie to urge Dr. Klein to break with their normal protocol of revealing fertility
treatment test results only in person.
Though he had been reluctant to provide the results by electronic
message, Dr. Klein had finally relented to his patient's impassioned and
borderline-desperate plea. Edie had passed on the good news to Cate via text message.
The doctor had made his agreement conditional, insisting Cate promise she would attempt to
call before the clinic closed so he could discuss the results by phone, or at
the very least that she would check in the following day. She gratefully consented to the telephonic
contact, and Dr. Klein reluctantly agreed to post the results and notes to her
electronic medical chart, which she could access via her passworded account.
Now, after a frantic day, Cate had a brief respite. Finally she had a moment of privacy that she
could devote to her personal priority.
Her breathing shallowed as her fingertips brushed across
the iPad's screen, lightly tapping over the letters that formed her
password. She navigated through the
required privacy warnings and typed in another personal identifier. Cate swallowed hard as her eyes found the
file tab icon bearing the current date and the title "Labs".
One more tap opened the message.
She sat motionless, only her eyes moving over the screen. Her gaze flew over the charts and the numbers
that to most constituted nonsensical medical data but that Cate fluently
digested as a secondary language. A
brief brush of the finger scrolled over more unremarkable data, then more. Finally her hopeful blue eyes settled on the
final section, the block containing the physician's comments.
Cate's shoulders slumped as her vision blurred with
moisture. Her womb clenched painfully as
the weight of the words struck home, then she went numb. Her head filled with a whispered voice,
admonishing her for the emotional reaction, reminding her that at this moment
she didn't have time for the luxury of grief.
In less than an hour she had a job to do, and she had to be on her game.
She stared at the screen for what seemed an eternity,
blinking and re-reading Dr. Klein's meager notes. His simple explanation was almost
incomprehensible; Cate needed more scientific data to make herself believe the
diagnosis. She needed not just the
result, but the reason.... Even
though she knew that was an answer neither the tests nor her physician could
provide.
Taking another deep breath, Cate held it in, counted to
ten, and released it. She sniffled
slightly before steeling herself again, forcing herself to corral her emotions
until she had time to deal with them.
She had to stay focused on what she was about to do.
But first she had to talk to Jon.
Setting aside the electronic tablet, Cate reached for her
phone.
*****
Twenty minutes later Jon stepped out into the dimly-lit
hall. He slowly pulled the door to Romeo's bedroom shut behind him, waiting to hear the quiet click of the latch. A
gentle smile stretched his perfect lips, his earlier annoyance now
soothed. He paused outside the closed
door, savoring the fresh memory of the moment he had just shared with his
littlest boy.
With a soft sigh Jon turned his attention to the other
end of the hallway. Dorothea had dimmed
the lights, clearly done with her kitchen clean-up and whatever other chores he
had left her to. The rich aroma of
freshly-brewed coffee wafted down the corridor.
Jon glanced at his watch, confirming his hunch that it
was nearly ten o'clock. He had spent
longer than he should have laying in bed with Romeo, cuddling and singing to
him. Now the boy was asleep and he
should be on his way there too. Five
a.m. would come early. It was time for
him to thank Dorothea for letting him spend the evening with his boys, and head
home.
As he started down the hall Jon felt his phone vibrate on
his waist. He was mildly surprised when
the sensation continued, indicating an incoming call rather than a simple data
transmission. He fished the phone from
its holder and paused at the hallway's junction with the kitchen. Jon dropped his gaze to the screen, seeking
the caller's identity.
He felt the usual rush of relief when he saw Cate's photo
on the screen, accompanied by her name.
Automatically his thumb moved to brush over the "accept call"
button, then it paused. Glancing up, Jon
saw Dorothea sitting at the kitchen island, sipping at a mug of coffee while
she paged through a magazine.
His thumb brushed over the "decline call"
button, then moved to darken the screen.
Jon slipped the iPhone back into its pouch as he stepped into the
kitchen.
"They're both out cold."
Dorothea looked up at Jon's quiet announcement. She gave him a quizzical half-smile as she
set her coffee mug on the counter.
"Before ten? Good. Maybe they won't be such bears in the
morning. Thanks for putting them to
bed."
"Sure. I miss
doing it."
The melancholy note in Jon's reply touched Dorothea's
heart. "I know." She gave a little nod, then tipped her head
inquisitively. "Was that Jesse
calling? I texted him you were
here. He said he may not make it back to
see you but he wanted to ask you something."
Jon shook his head.
"No." He paused, his
eyes meeting Dorothea's. He could see in
her familiar brown gaze both curiosity and concern. She knew him too well.
"It was Cate."
Dorothea hesitated, a little surprised by Jon's
response. He had confided in her long
ago that he always worried about Cate when she traveled. Jon had even admitted that he was unable to
sleep until his wife checked in from her location, assuring him she had arrived
safely and was on the job.
"Johnny... If
you want, I'll step out of the room so you can have some privacy to call her
back. Or you can go in my room..."
"I'll call her later." Jon's answer was quiet, but firm.
They stared silently at each other for another moment
before Jon sighed. "Anyway. Thanks for dinner, and for letting me see the
boys."
Dorothea nodded, then tipped her head toward her
mug. "You sure you don't want a
coffee?"
"Nah.
Thanks." Jon pushed his
hands into his jeans pockets and started to wander toward the front of the
apartment. "I should get
home."
"You sure?
It's no trouble. Already
made." Dorothea turned on her stool
to give Jon a small smile as he shuffled past her.
Jon hesitated, then half-turned to look at Dorothea. "Well..." The corner of his mouth
curved upward in a wistful half-smirk.
"Do you have any wine?"